MOTHER TERESA SAID .. IN THE ULTIMATE ANALYSIS EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS BETWEEN YOU AND GOD

KNOWLEDGE HAS ALWAYS OPENED UP ITSELF IN LAYERS. YOU SUDDENLY GET A GLIMPSE OF ONE INSIGHT AND YOU FORGET ABOUT IT AND IT GOES BACK INTO HISTORY .. BUT BE INTRIGUED BY IT .. HAVE FUN WITH IT … KEEP FLIPPING IT OVER AND SEE THE PLETHORA OF INFORMATION THAT EVENTUALLY KEEPS COMING UP. HIDDEN FROM YOU .. BUT NOT DELIBERATELY .. MERELY THROUGH A TRAGEDY OF DEATH OF SOULS … THE PAST BEING AVAILABLE ONLY THROUGH THE WRITTEN WORD OF MAN. SO EVEN A CHILD CAN POSSIBLY COME UP WITH THIS EXPLANATION .. IT DOES NOT REQUIRE MUCH THINKING. AAAHHHH .. NOW LET ME UPDATE YOU WITH THE WORD THOUGHT ….. IT IS HELD IN MIND … PASSED DOWN FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION AS PATTERNS OF LIFE STORED IN THE DNA REPLICATING ITSELF INTO THE NEXT GENERATION .. FOR GOOD AND BAD IS EQUALLY STORED THERE .. BUT ITS A MISHMASH OF KNOWLEDGE. TO CORRECT THE ERRORS O THE PAST REQUIRED A STRICTER ATTITUDE OF NOT LIKING RUBBISH / OR ACCEPTING RUBBISH RESULTS IN YOUR LIFE. FOR WHEN YOU DO .. YOU WILL THEN HAVE CREATED A DUALITY IN YOU … OF THE GOD/DEVIL FORMULA. AND EITHER/OR RESULTS THEN BECOME THE NORM FOR YOUR LIFE. BE KIND TO YOUR RUBBISH .. THEN YOU WILL BE FORCED TO GO THROUGH THE CYCLES OF ALTERNATIVES THAT KEEP TRIPPING YOU UP .. WITNESS THE RUBBISH GOING ON IN GENDER ISSUES, ILLNESSES AND PRACTICALLY EVERY SINGLE ASPECT OF LIFE.

SOME THINGS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD UTTER .. FREEDOM FROM UNTRUTHS

UNDERSTANDING THE SOUL

SOME OF THE WORDS THAT COME TO MIND ARE .. A MIXED BAG OF THIS AND THAT … NO SELF WORTH … DIDN’T CARE TO BE CUSSED ON … KILLERS, MURDERERS … THE WHOLE BAG OF DIRTINESS CONSTITUTED THE PAST AND THEN COMES THIS CREATURE .. AND PRETENDS TO BE MY SOUL .. MY SUB-CONSCIOUS ..MAYBE SHE WAS .. BUT SHE CERTAINLY DID NOT FEEL LIKE ME .. THE GOD OF MY MIND … BUT SHE NEITHER SOUNDED LIKE ONE NOR WAS ONE TO MY MIND .. FOR I COULD NEVER MAKE MY PEACE WITH SUCH A CREATURE. ALL I EVERY THOUGHT OF HER WAS AN ASSHOLE … MY ASSOCIATION WAS THAT BAD. I DID NOT WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER .. BUT SHE LITERALLY WOULD NOT LEAVE … SHE HAD SUCH A DIRTY MIND .. WHY IN HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO ANYTHING FOR HER .. DISGUSTINGLY VILE THAT SHE WAS. AND THAT IS WHEN I UNDERSTOOD THE UGLY TRUTH … GOD PRETENDS TO MAKE YOU GO THROUGH A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY .. NOT FOR YOURSELF .. BUT JUST TO GET THEIR DIRTY WORK DONE .. BY YOU. I WISH I HAD NEVER SEEN THE DAY THAT I HAD TO REMOVE MY ROSE TINTED GLASSES … THIS IS REALLY THE REASON GOD HIDES BEHIND THE FACADE OF NOTHING .. FOR HE/SHE ARE NOTHING. ONLY YOU GIVE THEM A VOICE.
JUST WISPS OF AIR .. SOMETIMES DIRTY SOMETIMES CLEAN … FOR THEY SHOWED ME THEY WERE THE AIR I BREATHED. SO THE CONCLUSION .. DO THE MATH OF IT … THEY DO YOUR WORK .. THEY ARE YOUR SERVANTS IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE … SO ANSWER THE QUESTION ONCE AGAIN .. WHO IS GOD .. THE ANSWER .. ONLY YOU. ONLY YOU EXIST IN A FORM THAT CAN BE SEEN TO THE NAKED EYE .. THE REST IS JUST NOISE AND DIN OF THE LOWER CLASSES.AND YES YOU MUST DO WORK IN THIS WORLD TO PULL UP THE SOULS OF THE POOR .. FOR POOR I BUT A POVERTY OF THE MIND . PAST SUFFERED SOULS BORN WITH THEIR PROBLEMS. THAT IS WHY ALL MOTHER TERESA DID WAS HELP THE POOR .. THE SICK .. THE NEEDY .. FOR WHEN THESE MINDS ARE CHANGED TO A BETTER ONE .. THE WORLD BEGINS AGAIN WITH A BETTER LOT OF PEOPLE. BUT WITNESS WHAT GOD DOES TO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE EXCESSIVELY .. THEY MUST PUT THEMSELVES ON THE BACKBURNER IN THEIR LIFE TO DEDICATE IT TO OTHERS AND I CHOSE TO DEDICATE MY WORK TO INSPIRATIONAL WRITING … WHICH TOO HAS AN EQUALLY IMPORTANT ROLE IF NOT BIGGER THAN ANY OTHER .. FOR TO HELP THEM WHERE THEY HURT IS THE ONLY WAY TO CURE.

BUT I LEARNT AN IMPORTANT LESSON .. TO HELL WITH CHASING PEOPLE TO HELP THEM … FOR I HAVE PROVED MYSELF AND IT IS NOW THEIR TURN TO PROVE THEMSELVES … THROUGH MasterMind .. KNOWLEDGE / GNOSIS .. I HAD THE CAPACITY TO SPEAK TRUTHS AS I DUG THEM OUT OF THE PAST .. HIDDEN AS THEY ARE .. FOR THE TRUTH IS SO POWERFUL IT KILLS AND MAIMS AND HURTS .. AND YOU NEED TO HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BE ABLE TO PROTECT YOURSELF FROM AN ENERGY THAT IS NOT AT ALL SELECTIVE AS TO WHAT IT IS …. FOR THEN YOU HAVE INTELLIGENT POWER OVER IT.

SHE TOOK THE STORY OF GOD TO ANOTHER EXTREME .. MAKING FUN OF EVERYTHING .. DID I SEE MYSELF AS A CONTINUATION OF HER … OVER MY DEAD BODY WAS I GOING TO ACCEPT ANY OLD SPIRIT HAG .. A WITCH NO LESS .. AS SOMETHING OUT OF MY PAST. IT WAS SUCH A DISGUSTING JOURNEY THAT I WOULD REQUEST YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM SUCH WILY CREATURES WHO CARED FOR NOBODY … LEAST OF ALL THEMSELVES … FALLING LOWER AND LOWER IN MY ESTIMATION .. DID I THINK GOD WOULD ALLOW SUCH A THING IF SHE EXISTED … OF COURSE I DIDN’T .. FOR THEY ARE TRASH OF THE WORLD … ONLY FIT FOR DUSTBINS … AN EXISTENCE AWAY FROM THIS WORLD. I WAS A MILD MANNERED INDIVIDUAL BUT THE CONSTANT HARRASSMENT IN MIND OF SUCH CREATURES PUTS GOD THE CREATOR TO SHAME AND I AM ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I PERSONALLY WOULD NEVER TAKE CREDIT FOR SUCH RUBBISH IN THE NAME OF GOD.